It has not been my best week ever, well it has been a totally crapy week to be blunt. Some of the stuff I can't write down because they are not my secrets to tell, most of the stuff I just don't want to write down because they're embarrassing.
Needless to say I frelled up :) (what else is new) but, on a positive note, I did manage to be there for the friends that needed me, and even helped some of them to feel better, if only for a little while.
So even in my frelled up state I was of some use (good to know right?)
Right now I'm trying to stay positive, find bright sides, force myself to smile, moving on. A friend told me that the best way to get over this "bump" is to deny it ever happened and remove all traces of it out of my life. Which I'm doing now, she swore it would help lots, so here goes hoping it works.
And on the more positive note, now that I have to keep myself busy (not to think/feel cause that is bad) I have been very effective in the house, it's squeaky clean and I'm thinking about baking something...
... ow baking, clear sign of depression, meh... I'll take that bump too, I'll take every bump and come out stronger .....
nuff with the power talk, muffins need to be baked (or brownies)
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